Taking Stock

They lined up, single file in my mind From most recent to the oldest, waiting patiently for their turn to speak when asked to describe being with me. The monster would say She’s a little crazy, a little gullible but useful. He never loved me though… Old Faithful would say She has no capacity for…

For the Folk in The Cheap Seats

If I always looked to see if my hands were shaking first If I always took a full deep breath through the nose exhaling through the mouth first If I always considered the collateral damage of my actions first then I wouldn’t have ever learned a fucking thing in this life or had a damn…

Esther Pauline “Eppie” Lederer

You like hanging onto nothing The boy is peanut butter in your hair Do not text the runner up when you are in this frame of mind Do not text the back up and tease him with your lying Do not text number two, or three, especially not fucking three Don’t become the vision you’re…

My crush on the Drop Bear

Man, so now I want to fuck with him because I don’t want to fuck with him because of you. Look what you did. Ugh. This is pretty much your fault you know that right? Yeah, he’s liked me 6 months longer than I have even known you. Yeah he texts me beautiful shit a…

De minimis non curat lex….

Nothing is gonna happen here yet The stars say ideas are flowing right now And he says he misses me 10 minutes after sex Which makes me want to care ’til I remember Not to forget the drying rack for dishes So nothing is important about this yet The stars say only I can make…

Robbery Recuperation

He saw the place online And he asked if he could move in He brought music and emotion to the place But as soon as it was decorated He started putting locks on cabinets Locks on drawers and claiming security for himself was the way he showed his love. But the house was crumbling wind…

Ghost Cat Purr

You’re the son of the goddess of fortune, clearly. I guess that I should finally open these couple of packages. Seems like they have been on the edge of my bed forever, next to those stupid furry red restraints… Waiting for you. There’s always someone baby…someone who gets hurt. I hung out with a friend…

Terrible Johnny Stevens

I wanna punish you for moaning But I wanna kiss you so sweetly too I want to blindfold you before the stoning But I want to love you more than you do I want to cut you completely open But I want to hug you under the stars I want to stop you from coping…

Finger Pressure for Dummies

Still alone. Then I triple texted him in ten minutes, like the dummy I am. So I turned on some quiet classical background music at a low volume. I knew I was wrong but I never let errors stop me. Space is flexible, honey, it expands. Then I let him jump in when I was…

Ping Pang Qiu

I can’t stop so Yesterday was like the first day I excite him and still I am nothing I couldn’t keep my heart to myself His walk turned me on Yet he doesn’t know I’m alive Why isn’t his company plenty? For a second it was magic. Soon though I will wonder When will I…