Now that I actually noticed it I’m thinking about all these scenarios where I really thought that I was in love with this guy and he was like everything and then, now that I remember correctly something about that situation was related to period sex. I don’t know what love is, I never did. Either…
Tag: boys
Les Demoiselles d’Avignon
I thought it was because I wasn’t well versed and I was unrehearsed or because I couldn’t get loving them quite right then I thought it must be because of the way I appear and their own preferential fear or because I couldn’t love the things that they loved quite right And as I continued…
Smells Like Sage
I need to do what? Pull my bootstraps up? It’s not even 8 am yet and I’m stressed. Oh please, oh please don’t give me that bootstrap speech. My grandmother, rest her, child of the great depression used to run me that fucking line constantly. It’s probably one of the reasons that I’m in therapy…
Limerence
Just call me back sometimes, just fall through I forgot how to manipulate recently Just tell me you miss me as much as I miss you I forgot how to cheat the game apparently Just respond to messages or send new ones too I forgot closed mouths go hungry obviously Just love me half as…
The Root Of Suffering
You don’t think that I know why you keep me in the background but it’s because I never do what you say I only do what you want… It’s because you can’t even really believe how lucky and cursed you are because I have happened to you for the time being for the best and…
Warren G and Gluten Free
I’m sorry it’s hard to stop. I’m back in grad school now and I’m panicking. It’s actually pretty fucking great, that’s the problem. It’s legit wonderful. I like school. I like order. I’m trying. I take cranberry pills and plant based digestive enzymes and green tea supplements now. I meditate on Wednesdays and listen to…
Fleshlight Vase
First Song- Toxic Twat @2018 Written by Rude Anne Petty Sung by Rude Anne Petty I bought you a gift before we broke up for the times when I was away but I’m bitter that you keep fucking up so I took the present back I gave and put it on the coffee table with…
Scooby Snacks
Today at 8 AM some man jumped out of his car in the middle of the freeway to close my gas cap. Today at 1 PM some man pulled over in traffic while I was strolling by my job to stop and tell me that I was looking like a queen out there walking around…
@DanV0nD00m
He said he’d do it so I said come here for a second, doll and he said, only a second? We drifted off then. So I said, That’s all it will take to convince you that you made the right decision. Confident words would win him- And he says, I don’t doubt that in the…
Auditioning Sidekicks
I texted the monster. I told him in case he needed me he had a way to contact me. Then I met Houdini. The right speech patterns, the right spirituality, the right artistic endeavors. But turns out like it turns out he isn’t the fucking brightest. We fucked anyway and we’ve already had a fight….
