I am in a mood right now whereI want to talk to somebody but I don’t wanna have to payI don’t think it’s a moment where I… Read more “The Visceral Impact of the smallest bit of Pulchritude on Footslogging Bedswervers”
Tag: BPD
The Mad Merciless Thunder Mouth Strikes Again
The free-write rant begins… Today I feel out of sorts I don’t feel like I belong anywhere I don’t feel any really strong attachment to anything or… Read more “The Mad Merciless Thunder Mouth Strikes Again”
Hyperbolic discounting of a busman’s holiday
I used to take all the hearts I could find right out of the chests where they sat if I could get close enough to one I… Read more “Hyperbolic discounting of a busman’s holiday”
The Will of the Bruja
I’m a person healinghowever slowly from BPDbut determined to do better because literally what else do I have to do on this planet that is more important… Read more “The Will of the Bruja”
Cat Vampire Lady
An average 10 minutes in my mind goes like this: 4:40 PM PST ” I am the dumbest most self absorbed human being on the face of… Read more “Cat Vampire Lady”
Kentish Fire and Cloudy Water
So I’m just gonna record what I’m feeling and see where the conversation takes me who knows maybe it’ll be something that I can post and turn… Read more “Kentish Fire and Cloudy Water”
Anita La bise’s Easy Out
Don’t be sorry, for what? You’ve done nothing wrong, sweetheart.I’m just saying…if anyone is the bad guy here it’s me.I’m well aware that all of this is… Read more “Anita La bise’s Easy Out”
Transforming Deez Nutz, Bitch
I’m not going to whine about the emptinessthe constant questioning and revisingthe sadnessthe endless loops of fantastic catastrophes on the vergethe meaninglessnessthe exhausting remembering to keep tryingthe… Read more “Transforming Deez Nutz, Bitch”
Sialoquent Abstractions That Favor The Loved
My brain got stuck at 23, way before I was and when I became…I stayed.Mentally.And right after that, a year later I was becoming a mom.So 23,… Read more “Sialoquent Abstractions That Favor The Loved”
Default Mode Network Detouring
My better nature thinks I should have standards not expectationsbut I be thinking if he’s a fine ass youngin’ though I’ma fuck himMy best self thinks I… Read more “Default Mode Network Detouring”
My Mind, My Mood, My delicately poisoned pen... 