Arrested

With everyone else I think: I’m so fucking tired of sending pictures to online strangers especially since nobody is fucking interesting at all. They just want to inspect every inch of your body like its a fucking modeling audition just to have a cup of coffee in public and meeting them is pointless, since no one…

Ground Penetrating Radar

What was once a minor yet constant drumming behind my eyes Tap tap tapping between my thighs is now an obnoxious thunder clap The crush will not be quashed Sly and hateful you are to keep at it The desire has not quelled Wicked and conniving you are, a bastard Trap trap trapping relentlessly no bligh…

Disculpe

The rain is to blame for my feet being wet I miss you but I am not supposed to And you’re the cause of a new regret He misses her but he really shouldn’t its the sky’s fault that I can’t forget She misses him and it’s too late and due to you I didn’t…

Pacifier

I haven’t ever let go Ten lonely years, y’know? You stop me from fearing anything new But you stop me from growing too I’m stunted because of you The jealousy rages inside me All we are is pretending to be Friends to what end To what end There isn’t a healthy remedy I remember back…

Snarling Fang or Ladies in Waiting

More than quivers and condoms To unseat the reigning queen You’re his Saturday night boredom time for me to explain some things He’s my oxygen, glittering jingles Without him I refuse to breathe Hyenas are not frightening All shiny ornaments hang on trees But today you are fighting back Pushing hard against the wall This…

Dear Everything

You little shit. Don’t you know what this is? I see you, I feel you, I need you And quite frankly I think that I might, ahem, love you. So  are you playing dumb or don’t you want to touch me, taste me, hold me and more importantly love me back? Are you stuck? I’ll…

Frisson

His face eats the light and I am in awe. My sweat becomes musk if he is within three feet. My laugh becomes a hiccupping snort when he jokes~ The drum solo underneath my breast plate Feels like a rocket launch under my skin. I would kill for a glass of water that did not evaporate…

Poet

And so I did something, I bled on the page and you saw it. You saw it from the other room The other city The other state The other world my words stained everything And you felt it, And when you did time did not exist Time was a soldier under my command and because…

The First

Original Art “Cherry Blossom” provided by B.L.       13 Springs ago I flowered… delicately fragile until I met you and as soon as my doe eyes locked onto your moody brooding ones seven seconds later You saw, much like an enlightened monk sees my everything, my budding efflorescence And in a sunrise and a sunset I…

Thank You Notes For The Men I Love

  To my own personal Deepak Chopra- Thank you. There are so many times in the past twenty years when I didn’t see much of you and still I feel the same. You have such a deeply rooted positive energy about you that is so refreshing and beautiful. I am lucky to know you. And…