Perhaps I’m more than just a lover but only slightly less than a wife- Because that irritation that you need to feel with her, with me, exits life.. Perhaps you want me to stay, always, but simply cannot say… Too much bullshit forever wrecklessly at play- Perhaps I’m that awesome space between the two, in … Continue reading Job Description
Standing at the bus stop of my heart @ 6:27 pacing, and it’s 90º easily, yet your six o’clock bus is late as usual… Staring at the 6:28 Amtrak schedule in the terminal of my brain planning (and its 92º surprisingly) a quicker and less hectic route to you… Sitting alone on the 6:29 subway … Continue reading Warmer Than Normal for September
Maybe, baby, they don’t want you like I do Because you can’t do nothing for them Except for listen to their problems and hug them tight Except for kiss them at all hours of the day and night Even though you can give them all your free time Even though you can pay attention which … Continue reading Tom Odell Tunes
Met a guerrilla playboy 27 years ago when all that I wanted was to be free Of the religion and rules that I was raised on and he ended up taking advantage of me Why do you like him my grandma asked He hasn’t even gone to school! I had no answer that I could … Continue reading Empty Tub of Vick’s VapoRub
I don’t hate you I adore you but I hate the fact that I adore someone like you. There are lots of ugly nice people around. There are loads of unattractive very kind and attentive and generous people that I could use around every corner. Fucking with them makes me feel worse than it does fucking … Continue reading Pith
I woke up twice before the alarm to pee Ignored the first alarm but still ended up before the sun It was muggy but for whatever reason I never check the weather so I didn’t put on as much deodorant as I should have and felt funky most of the day. I was inspired though … Continue reading That one Bangles’ Song
Well now. Great tidings and many blessings blah blah blah… pfft, I don’t even know if you use this e-mail address anymore. Doesn’t matter really, I just miss talking to you. I feel like I have been in Ohio forever. I feel like I have come here to die and was unaware. I’m fighting the … Continue reading Confessions of Black Brigitte Nielsen
