Gamma Butyrolactone

A full work day damn near 7 hours He came over at 11:30 AM I was worried but I wasn’t afraid of him He felt the same fucking way, scared because he could have encountered anything that reckless gambling but he got me and I got a work day from him too but it felt…

Unrelated

The details of your face and smell are finally, fading and they say that expressing anger is always the best thing for you and maybe I’m a bullet dodger but the sound of your voice is becoming all of the voices of the past even though they say that many animals can form friendships with…

They drink La Cerveza del Pacifico Clara around here

This is the part that gets so hard for me. The part where I don’t know what to feel or how to trust it. I’m a fucking nightmare. I was told recently or I read somewhere that if I want to ever trust other people, I have to learn to trust myself. And I don’t…

Mynewbestie

I couldn’t remember where I put that bill but she knew that I would forget so she wrote down all of the information and saved it for me on my work computer. And when it was time to pay the bill, I forgot for a minute, that the actual paper was gone. I looked for…

The Calculator

She’d counted. From the driver’s side door to her new office’s visitor’s entrance that opened onto the dimly lit main lobby was 342 steps. There were 4 bushes to the left of the double glass doors and 4 to the right. The walkway was graveled cement. 16 steps from the main floor to the second…

Me and My Brain

Self Control is masochistic It’s frustrating so I drown it. I’m everything I ever wanted to be but It hurts so bad so I drown it. Misery is prolific Its painful so I drown it. Striving is pathetic It’s killing me because I drown in it. I swallow endlessly I’m drowning… I’m drowning… Its hopeless…

When Villains Break Up

Dear Monster, I hate it when I’m unclear or at least when I am misunderstood. And I don’t want that between us. I can’t be succinct but let me explain why I must go, so you know… I gladly fantasize about you all of the time. Rarely do I think of anything else. But you…

Closer to god

I stand here naked In my ugliness open only for you to see the revolting parts of me Which you seem to find exciting Because like me, you are ugly too Sore, and broken, and bruised And tired So very tired Of everything on TV portraying fallacies we are supposed to believe Keep your dirty…

Sexy biped cheating off my test

Because everything that you are is in me, So I reflect only heavenly things, and I would never neglect whatever is true and the natural essence of you is what I feel my lacking needs the otherside to the darkside of me

Johnny Deposit

I pour another tall glass of synergy desperately gulping hard and shaking and chase it with a dirty shot of Jack Daniel’s flavored dopamine induced, injected, erected solely by your ruggedly scented unleashing… every time you take the time to pierce the flesh that I claim to be ascension is my drunkenness your skin is…