…and it’s the wanting more that is so pain-inducingmore minutes, more financial stability, more ways to manufacture palpability masquerading as happinessmore comforts, more friends, more slaves- there… Read more “The Farouche Corpse Flies of Metatron”
Tag: fear
Open Sesame, Mon Ami
I walked into the garden looking for one thinga rosebut the winter flowering Snowdrops introduced themselvesfirstthey told clever jokes and used colorful sexual metaphorsto amuse and distract… Read more “Open Sesame, Mon Ami”
The Day that Christ Stuffed Figs into Chekov’s Gun
the winning hand avoids the breakdown that has kissed emotionally debilitative takedownsand silences the hystericsso that the extreme stress becomes sillinessand the dissipating psychosis flipsfurrowed frowns upside… Read more “The Day that Christ Stuffed Figs into Chekov’s Gun”
Pumpkinseed Sunfish
I could have sworn I was sleeping and as clearly as I can see the sun shining in my window and illuminating cobwebs I’m most certainly going… Read more “Pumpkinseed Sunfish”
Contra Mundum
I often think the medicine is in the punishmentjust because my life is different doesn’t mean that I can’t run itothers view of it is not something… Read more “Contra Mundum”
Transforming Deez Nutz, Bitch
I’m not going to whine about the emptinessthe constant questioning and revisingthe sadnessthe endless loops of fantastic catastrophes on the vergethe meaninglessnessthe exhausting remembering to keep tryingthe… Read more “Transforming Deez Nutz, Bitch”
Default Mode Network Detouring
My better nature thinks I should have standards not expectationsbut I be thinking if he’s a fine ass youngin’ though I’ma fuck himMy best self thinks I… Read more “Default Mode Network Detouring”
The Gravitational Attractiveness of Shadows
The man I like I dunno what to do with. And he’s in the same boat. We’re off again like some rats in cages gnawing our own… Read more “The Gravitational Attractiveness of Shadows”
Flittering through Recoveries on Wayside Dr.
This is exactly how I recall it. What occurred:A man that a friend introduced me to asked me out on a dinner date Friday night.I accepted the… Read more “Flittering through Recoveries on Wayside Dr.”
Extra Strength Inflammatory Circumstances
You’ve properly disposed of your waste materials and old batteriesand still the landfill doesn’t change its name as it never emptiesIs it okay to throw a popsicle… Read more “Extra Strength Inflammatory Circumstances”
My Mind, My Mood, My delicately poisoned pen... 