There’s only death and hope I told him and they dance all the time you’re in the grip of one or the other or both constantly like… Read more “Open Relationships At The Circus”
Tag: feelings
Leaving Eden with a Carry-on Bag
One of the best things about being “crazy” is that you can often call the end of situations before the dust settles. I haven’t felt like a… Read more “Leaving Eden with a Carry-on Bag”
The Satisfaction Paradox
You were hungry. You were mad at god at the time and I fed you. Not god, me, you whiny little bitch. I fed you. And yet… Read more “The Satisfaction Paradox”
The Mildest of Maladaptive Disassociations
We share a wish. We both think that if I had the key, we’d be a lot farther. Or is this just my wish that I am… Read more “The Mildest of Maladaptive Disassociations”
The New Roles and Privileges
I am not who you thought that I was. I was wrong but not in a way that destroys my soul. You knew and yet you let… Read more “The New Roles and Privileges”
Dr. Pavlova Smilewright Bonersmith’s Moon Howl
It’s all the wrong combos and we know it in advance. It’s all a game. But this time it’s silkier. I’m in. It’s every tragedy that started… Read more “Dr. Pavlova Smilewright Bonersmith’s Moon Howl”
Looking for me in 1982 or Tempera Cakes
I liked being “a girl” a little more then. I thought that I’d be a teacher when I grew up or a traveling missionary nun who sang… Read more “Looking for me in 1982 or Tempera Cakes”
Adina Howard Forever
It all comes back if you’ve never let go… as we sat cuddled up and comfortable on the sofa awhile after the blazing sun set on another… Read more “Adina Howard Forever”
Reverberations of Ching Shih’s Laughter
I am super blue about my thoughts, feelings, and behaviors and how they are so tied together, it might be difficult to unravel which came first, the… Read more “Reverberations of Ching Shih’s Laughter”
The gold that survived the dumpster fire
My lips are the best thing that you have ever tasted. You know you aint going nowhere, boy. So when I say good morning you filthy piece… Read more “The gold that survived the dumpster fire”
