Forgive me but fuck this. Shit talking all morning, mad at my employer and her employer too, mad at the weather and the fact that I left my fucking back window down and a torrential downpour made my car smell sweaty and fat and there is nothing worse in this world than being disgustingly fat … Continue reading Sporks and Skorts
Dearest Guru, I can see you now; raggedy red disheveled beard tickling your chest hairs- bald on top like the minute you were born, a little thin and sorrowful, eyes only bright from tears, furrowed brows, a barely noticeable slump in your shoulders, the worries of the world clawing your brain to shreds. I love … Continue reading Dearest Guru
You are swimming in the pulp attaching my eyes to my mind It’s convivial and Bohemian and ahead (or behind) the times To want only you and yet let you get any sort of satisfaction From anywhere you can find it and if I find it I’ll have the same reaction Yet accept us they … Continue reading Honor’sForce&FraudAccountatChaseManhattan
My most furious of rages under his control My most painful solace only his to mold But minimal remorse exists between us two… I don’t want what WE don’t want to do- My dangerous ecstasies he commits to without lie (But we both know we lie all the damned time) My lonely bedroom has a … Continue reading Membrum virile
Right before you win the race You take your hands off the wheel Success is a test Right before you win the battle You close your eyelids Right before he’s built up the confidence to finally admit that he loves you back You throw in the towel and leave You always leave Right before they … Continue reading All pauses are pregnant
I don’t want your fear-being afraid is a waste of your precious energies, sweetie- I want you open, vulnerable, willing and most importantly, resigned. Let me help you to become the greatest man who ever lived this way, my way, is the only way for you to get better at suffering. I tell you when … Continue reading Masochism Potion #9
6:56 AM To him via text: A speechless man is a lovely thing at times but right now is when you should tell me what it is that you need. 9:00 AM To him in my mind: Every time that I give a little bit I immediately want to pull myself back completely. I don’t … Continue reading The Typical Procession of Sunday
