While the structure of our judicial system gets its face peeled off in the meantime, I’m feeling like I don’t even understand the motivations of the people… Read more “DoomScrolling and the Domestication of Emotion”
Tag: freedom
A Drink With Death
My sister doesn’t want me to talk to our mother because she thinks I will be physically violent towards her. She doesn’t know our mother. Our mother… Read more “A Drink With Death”
You’re Not David Bowie, Though…So…
He said at least I’m honest and I thought and said, yeah at the very least, people could not fucking lie. It isn’t the case is it… Read more “You’re Not David Bowie, Though…So…”
At 19 days before my 45th birthday
I’ma just be some variation on the theme for the next twenty years probably I’m weary today, sure, but less worried about being worn out Calm people… Read more “At 19 days before my 45th birthday”
Carinho
It dies too like you It comes into being for a time and goes away How long it is supposed to last no one can definitively say… Read more “Carinho”
The Persistent Illusion of Longing
He’s how I punish myself I don’t feel worthy enough to be loved properly at the times that I miss him the most Feelings come and go… Read more “The Persistent Illusion of Longing”
Alexander von Humboldt
I get up over and over again just to fall back down I’m silly and sick with love like your average circus clown I want to do… Read more “Alexander von Humboldt”
The Universal Tremble or Laugh Playlist
When I do not survive the down crest of the wave When I’ve seen my last bit of sunshine When I’ve given up on my last dream… Read more “The Universal Tremble or Laugh Playlist”
Fucking Myself Less
I know that I do not have to force anyone to take an interest in my hobbies and lifestyle and activities and health and wellbeing or occupation.… Read more “Fucking Myself Less”
Facing Inner Demons lately
Since I stopped exclusively thinking of me through you there’s so much that has happened, and so much that I’ve been up to let’s see, I lost… Read more “Facing Inner Demons lately”
My Mind, My Mood, My delicately poisoned pen... 