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DoomScrolling and the Domestication of Emotion

While the structure of our judicial system gets its face peeled off in the meantime, I’m feeling like I don’t even understand the motivations of the people… Read more “DoomScrolling and the Domestication of Emotion”

October 1, 2020October 1, 2020 by Queen Rude

A Drink With Death

My sister doesn’t want me to talk to our mother because she thinks I will be physically violent towards her. She doesn’t know our mother. Our mother… Read more “A Drink With Death”

September 12, 2020September 12, 2020 by Queen Rude

You’re Not David Bowie, Though…So…

He said at least I’m honest and I thought and said, yeah at the very least, people could not fucking lie. It isn’t the case is it… Read more “You’re Not David Bowie, Though…So…”

September 1, 2020September 1, 2020 by Queen Rude

At 19 days before my 45th birthday

I’ma just be some variation on the theme for the next twenty years probably I’m weary today, sure, but less worried about being worn out Calm people… Read more “At 19 days before my 45th birthday”

August 22, 2020August 22, 2020 by Queen Rude

Carinho

It dies too like you It comes into being for a time and goes away How long it is supposed to last no one can definitively say… Read more “Carinho”

August 19, 2020August 19, 2020 by Queen Rude

The Persistent Illusion of Longing

He’s how I punish myself I don’t feel worthy enough to be loved properly at the times that I miss him the most Feelings come and go… Read more “The Persistent Illusion of Longing”

August 15, 2020August 15, 2020 by Queen Rude

Alexander von Humboldt

I get up over and over again just to fall back down I’m silly and sick with love like your average circus clown I want to do… Read more “Alexander von Humboldt”

July 20, 2020July 20, 2020 by Queen Rude

The Universal Tremble or Laugh Playlist

When I do not survive the down crest of the wave When I’ve seen my last bit of sunshine When I’ve given up on my last dream… Read more “The Universal Tremble or Laugh Playlist”

June 18, 2020June 18, 2020 by Queen Rude

Fucking Myself Less

I know that I do not have to force anyone to take an interest in my hobbies and lifestyle and activities and health and wellbeing or occupation.… Read more “Fucking Myself Less”

June 13, 2020June 13, 2020 by Queen Rude

Facing Inner Demons lately

Since I stopped exclusively thinking of me through you there’s so much that has happened, and so much that I’ve been up to let’s see, I lost… Read more “Facing Inner Demons lately”

May 12, 2020May 12, 2020 by Queen Rude

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