Super Lifelike

Whatever I’m designed to feel, I’m feeling whatever is coming will inevitably hurt The trees aren’t swaying at all today So many things left to learn Whatever I’m supposed to see, I’m seeing whatever is gonna happen is in the works The breeze isn’t blowing at all today Yet everything around me burns Maybe I…

Warren G and Gluten Free

I’m sorry it’s hard to stop. I’m back in grad school now and I’m panicking. It’s actually pretty fucking great, that’s the problem. It’s legit wonderful. I like school. I like order. I’m trying. I take cranberry pills and plant based digestive enzymes and green tea supplements now. I meditate on Wednesdays and listen to…

Son Lux

The thing that I like about him the best is that he said exactly what he thought that this association should look like right out of the gate. My god. He didn’t try to trick me He didn’t try to manipulate me He didn’t try to see where I was vulnerable and exploit me He…

Contains 0% Juice

This time I am confident that I have finally done what I set out to do so long ago. I scared the shit out of him. And now, hopefully he won’t turn his head and look back. The strange thing about this whole process is that I wish that he would never leave. I wish…

The handwriting slant of Ricardo Leyva Muñoz Ramírez

You’re my song for now and the song is on until its off and that moment hasn’t come so far you’re still my song for now and its on and when it’s off I’ll be the first one to see that the melody is done You’re a butterfly baby, cocooning I’m not losing you I’m…

Tom #Petty and the #Heartbroken

Let me preface with, I’m a dumb ass. If I’m honest I was feeling bored and lonely. And I was on my period. And I wanted to cuddle. The only person that I wanted to cuddle, couldn’t care less if I died in a bear attack. This pissed me off. And I wasn’t sober. At…

Tippy Top

He’s one of those lion cubs taught while he was very young to never become an indebted one Its sweet that at only twenty three He thinks that he can ever pull the wool over me I know that he doesn’t want freedom or he wouldn’t let me drink his cum or his cute coat wouldn’t be…

Woman Crushed Wednesday

I’m so angry all of the time now ( what does that look like, explain) Note to Self I don’t care about anything anymore ( keep it creative but make it plain) Note to Self I’ve fucked up over and over ( type out something that’s often repetitious) Note to Self I can wallow in my own…

Crazy Pants in a Tennis Skirt

 I invite him to dinner at 5 AM 5:01 AM It has nothing to do with him in particular, but everything to do with my own personal patterns of self-destruction. See, what happens is as soon as I lock eyes on a target, the wheels start churning and before I know it, I have a…

Planting rice

All I want to do, is get closer to you and I will cheat the game But some how baby somehow swindling got me short of my aim The sun moves across the sky from East to West, every day so every shadow can help me find the northernmost way I got one mission and…