And that’s how bad habits start. You’re emotional. Someone notices. Someone pretends to help. Someone makes an offer. You accept. You know better but you’re not practical. You know better but you’re not rational. You know better but you’re not logical. They promise. You don’t believe but you’re willing. You’ve always been willing. Next thing … Continue reading Picayune
Me to him: I actually can have you, physically, locked up, forever, with no way out. You make me weak. But I know you don’t get the fact that this is horrible for me. I’m like some sick dirty old pervert crazy lady who buys you sex toys and sucks you off. I don’t know … Continue reading The Devil Tarot Card
I know better than this and now I’m like Baby, I can’t anymore. They tell me find someone who makes you feel good about yourself. But look at me still loving you with all the love I have yet it’s no good. You’re obsessing again, I tell myself. These day dreams are stunting my emotional … Continue reading The Tears of the Simulacrum
Every time I see him And every time I leave He does something simple and strange To the inside of me First I’m nervous, super anxious, weirded out Then I see him and his face relieves all doubt Then he says something passive aggressive and I react quickly ’cause I’m quietly obsessive And he doesn’t … Continue reading Crushing on James Blake
Perhaps I’m more than just a lover but only slightly less than a wife- Because that irritation that you need to feel with her, with me, exits life.. Perhaps you want me to stay, always, but simply cannot say… Too much bullshit forever wrecklessly at play- Perhaps I’m that awesome space between the two, in … Continue reading Job Description
Nobody means anything that they say and they never did Didja know that people lie more in writing than face to face? So when he says that he’s got you, don’t you believe it. Tears lie, smiles lie, you lie too and so do I Nobody tells the whole truth ever and they never did … Continue reading Duper’s Delight
I can accept your faulty perception of me because nothing that you have ever conceived even comes close to reality… Is what I said and its what I meant but what I thought was You don’t know me, fucker. I’m sorry that you feel that way because it was never my intention to disrespect you … Continue reading Shopping for a Narcissist that Fits
