By Myself Forever

I like your natural hair today and your natural face and your natural hips and your natural belly and your crazy eyes. I don’t wish for you to be different but in the ways that make you a better version of you to you and for you. You wait for other people to tell you…

Crazy Foxes

You didn’t think I’d find the fuckery but I always do I see the smears and smudges clearly I see the direction of the dust and the mud trails My eyes are wide open and I’m looking for shit And I never stop until I find it You’re not special like I thought or unique…

They drink La Cerveza del Pacifico Clara around here

This is the part that gets so hard for me. The part where I don’t know what to feel or how to trust it. I’m a fucking nightmare. I was told recently or I read somewhere that if I want to ever trust other people, I have to learn to trust myself. And I don’t…

Hey Butterfly…

To all my soon to be little sisters out there Ready and willing and wondering and waiting and close and almost From your big sister let me tell you with love that nothing is what it appears to be from the outside. As long as you know in your heart what you want to be…

Scooby Snacks

Today at 8 AM some man jumped out of his car in the middle of the freeway to close my gas cap. Today at 1 PM some man pulled over in traffic while I was strolling by my job to stop and tell me that I was looking like a queen out there walking around…

Never ending echoes

So I feel pretty terrible right now and I think it’s best that I get it all out so that I can not only go on with my day but my life. Deep breath. Yesterday Old Faithful e-mailed me at work. He was checking to see if I was still in Ohio and explained to…

Tina Turner

You stay calm. You can only control you. You love this girl. Look at the beautiful things about her, the things that attracted you, the things that made you choose her. Remember those things. She is still that person. Its rough right now but it can get better. Give her some head and talk to…

The Misadventures of Crazy Girl & Cinnamon Dick

And then he left, hopefully for good because it’s for the best. But I always say that about all of them and I’m always right. So you might ask yourself, how do you end up in these same ass rooms, in same ass situations, with the same ass creepy, codependent, manipulative narcissist chickenshit freak weirdo?…

Chateau Cheval Blanc St Emilion

She tried wrapping her mind around it but it was a concept that she couldn’t grasp, how could you so blatantly sing your own praises while taunting others to kiss your ass? See, she could only shout out about how great she thought that she was if she was staring at the bottom of what…

When Irish Whiskey Speaks for Me

Aye, first of all, you’re too loud. No seriously, seriously, we’re all adults here. All of us. Calm down, okay? Every one. You got that? There’s no reason to raise your voice to or at anyone here, there’s no one here, honey who doesn’t understand what you mean. All we can ask for from one…