And so I’m always thinking. I think about thinking. They say that I think too much. And I think about that. I think about the fact that people say that I think too much. Because, in my head, I’m thinking… How can I think too much, because does thinking too much make me act too … Continue reading Controvertible


Fell in love with myself today In a pretty common and physical way I reminded me albeit briefly of a chick that I’d wanted to be Since I was a relaxer wearing sandy brown buck toothed teen The queenliest, restless, yes, but tested, kind eyes slightly rude Material thick and ethereal out of control curls … Continue reading #JeanNate

Dearest Guru

Dearest Guru, I can see you now; raggedy red disheveled beard tickling your chest hairs- bald on top like the minute you were born, a little thin and sorrowful, eyes only bright from tears, furrowed brows, a barely noticeable slump in your shoulders, the worries of the world clawing your brain to shreds. I love … Continue reading Dearest Guru

God to Me

I want to be that bitch but apparently I’m this bitch. I want to control the universe but obviously I am leaning toward death. So I lean forward and I kneel to pray and I suck his dick again. I want to hold him still but I know that any quiet is bull shit. I … Continue reading God to Me