Dearest Guru, I can see you now; raggedy red disheveled beard tickling your chest hairs- bald on top like the minute you were born, a little thin and sorrowful, eyes only bright from tears, furrowed brows, a barely noticeable slump in your shoulders, the worries of the world clawing your brain to shreds. I love … Continue reading Dearest Guru
6:56 AM To him via text: A speechless man is a lovely thing at times but right now is when you should tell me what it is that you need. 9:00 AM To him in my mind: Every time that I give a little bit I immediately want to pull myself back completely. I don’t … Continue reading The Typical Procession of Sunday
I want to be that bitch but apparently I’m this bitch. I want to control the universe but obviously I am leaning toward death. So I lean forward and I kneel to pray and I suck his dick again. I want to hold him still but I know that any quiet is bull shit. I … Continue reading God to Me
I’m sometimes stumbling, sometimes crawling inside this girl She’s my whole world She’s sometimes breaking or carrying me I navigate the universe made up of this same girl She’s my whole world But I don’t think she cares at all to really know me She can change, she can change, she does change she ages … Continue reading Twinkies
It’s not your fault, it’s mine. I never usually (probably hardly ever) act like this with anyone and I want to understand it but it doesn’t really matter after all… I just need to want something else, do something else, occupy my mind with something else other than… you. It’s not your problem, it’s mine. … Continue reading трезан песник
I stare at your mountain from the bottom and I’m scared You’ve started growing out of the bulbs of my hair I put my feet up in stone crevices and pull my body’s weight No innocents have been damaged during this cursed phase I’m too high up the hill now to survive a fall I wasn’t … Continue reading Pico Bolivar
You don’t really love me, boy, unless You’ve seen me laugh so hard that I have pissed myself at a bar. You’ve listened or gone to an Incubus concert with me and watched me act a plumb complete fool. You’ve cleaned up my vomit after one of my battles with whiskey and put me to … Continue reading Unless
