I wish that I hadn’t embarrassed you by existing. To the motherfucker who wished she hadn’t had me And the one who wishes he’d never met me… Read more “Nyx and 23 Million Chickens”
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The Final Fare Thee Well at the Culmination of The Decade
You changed my life and so I hate you and thank you. I only hate you because you wouldn’t let me do the same thing for you… Read more “The Final Fare Thee Well at the Culmination of The Decade”
Star Maker
The dark is my home from now on I sit here alone until the whole sun shines again a brand new man bursting with desire and hope… Read more “Star Maker”
The New Roles and Privileges
I am not who you thought that I was. I was wrong but not in a way that destroys my soul. You knew and yet you let… Read more “The New Roles and Privileges”
Looking for me in 1982 or Tempera Cakes
I liked being “a girl” a little more then. I thought that I’d be a teacher when I grew up or a traveling missionary nun who sang… Read more “Looking for me in 1982 or Tempera Cakes”
Reverberations of Ching Shih’s Laughter
I am super blue about my thoughts, feelings, and behaviors and how they are so tied together, it might be difficult to unravel which came first, the… Read more “Reverberations of Ching Shih’s Laughter”
Your esophageal sphincter 1721 days from now
Do you think that I wanted to let you go, dummy? I didn’t. You made it so I had to choose between keeping you and hurting you.… Read more “Your esophageal sphincter 1721 days from now”
Cherry Red Synapse of The Surgeon General
Whiskey on ice with a splash of sweet tea and listening to the Deftones got me wanting to lick shit off of other shit and this cigarette… Read more “Cherry Red Synapse of The Surgeon General”
Gamma Butyrolactone
A full work day damn near 7 hours He came over at 11:30 AM I was worried but I wasn’t afraid of him He felt the same… Read more “Gamma Butyrolactone”
Les Demoiselles d’Avignon
I thought it was because I wasn’t well versed and I was unrehearsed or because I couldn’t get loving them quite right then I thought it must… Read more “Les Demoiselles d’Avignon”
