#JeanNate

Fell in love with myself today In a pretty common and physical way I reminded me albeit briefly of a chick that I’d wanted to be Since I was a relaxer wearing sandy brown buck toothed teen The queenliest, restless, yes, but tested, kind eyes slightly rude Material thick and ethereal out of control curls … Continue reading #JeanNate

Dearest Guru

Dearest Guru, I can see you now; raggedy red disheveled beard tickling your chest hairs- bald on top like the minute you were born, a little thin and sorrowful, eyes only bright from tears, furrowed brows, a barely noticeable slump in your shoulders, the worries of the world clawing your brain to shreds. I love … Continue reading Dearest Guru

God to Me

I want to be that bitch but apparently I’m this bitch. I want to control the universe but obviously I am leaning toward death. So I lean forward and I kneel to pray and I suck his dick again. I want to hold him still but I know that any quiet is bull shit. I … Continue reading God to Me

Twinkies

I’m sometimes stumbling, sometimes crawling inside this girl She’s my whole world She’s sometimes breaking or carrying me I navigate the universe made up of this same girl She’s my whole world But I don’t think she cares at all to really know me She can change, she can change, she does change she ages … Continue reading Twinkies

Pico Bolivar

I stare at your mountain from the bottom and I’m scared You’ve started growing out of the bulbs of my hair I put my feet up in stone crevices and pull my body’s weight No innocents have been damaged during this cursed phase I’m too high up the hill now to survive a fall I wasn’t … Continue reading Pico Bolivar