I am not good today. In about 5 minutes I have to start getting ready for work and focus on giving other people a good first-day experience.… Read more “The Gory Nihilistic Zombie Scene in a Bad Christmas Movie”
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The Feast of Terrestrial Worms
Humans and their little affairs, their little lives, their little cares,their tiny obstacles, their massive woes,their tragic backstories, and triumphant blowstheir little saviors, their tiny flavors, their… Read more “The Feast of Terrestrial Worms”
The Farouche Corpse Flies of Metatron
…and it’s the wanting more that is so pain-inducingmore minutes, more financial stability, more ways to manufacture palpability masquerading as happinessmore comforts, more friends, more slaves- there… Read more “The Farouche Corpse Flies of Metatron”
Ice Runt fils de bast
Absorbing so much shit, this is it, this is me, thinking what’s happening outside me is what drives me but trust and believe, I will be surviving,… Read more “Ice Runt fils de bast”
The Triabolical Villainy of a 9th Blogaversary
I went from being homeless in 2012, to having to provide sexual favors for a dude I would have fucked anyway after picking me up from a… Read more “The Triabolical Villainy of a 9th Blogaversary”
The Emotional Domestication of a Natural Fusion Reactor
I’ve spent a lot of my minutes so far on the planet trying to be someonejust to please someoneoutside of myself.I don’t even think that I existed… Read more “The Emotional Domestication of a Natural Fusion Reactor”
Pharyngeal Squeezes
I can turn an eye-roll into a World War.A whisper when I enter or leave a room can ignite silent slights for a decade or more.Every test,… Read more “Pharyngeal Squeezes”
The Ballad of ’96
3 bricks Bibles too Did any of it mean Shit to you? I just want to know and I refuse to beg you know me well enough… Read more “The Ballad of ’96”
A Drink With Death
My sister doesn’t want me to talk to our mother because she thinks I will be physically violent towards her. She doesn’t know our mother. Our mother… Read more “A Drink With Death”
The Need for Confessional Booths: A Behind The Scenes Look at the BullShit I go through
To: Editor for the Publishing Company that will be distributing this fuckshit-ass book I wrote nearly a decade ago Cc: The evil ass bastard that I am… Read more “The Need for Confessional Booths: A Behind The Scenes Look at the BullShit I go through”
My Mind, My Mood, My delicately poisoned pen... 