We share a wish. We both think that if I had the key, we’d be a lot farther. Or is this just my wish that I am… Read more “The Mildest of Maladaptive Disassociations”
Tag: pain
The New Roles and Privileges
I am not who you thought that I was. I was wrong but not in a way that destroys my soul. You knew and yet you let… Read more “The New Roles and Privileges”
Reverberations of Ching Shih’s Laughter
I am super blue about my thoughts, feelings, and behaviors and how they are so tied together, it might be difficult to unravel which came first, the… Read more “Reverberations of Ching Shih’s Laughter”
In the trauma we trust
I’ve been moving like I’m cured lately But When I thought that I might lose him I started three fights in a row the next one only… Read more “In the trauma we trust”
The master craftsman’s nuance
The key is carved. The key falls from the pocket of god and rolls into a nearby puddle, languishing. The key rolls and the days disappear and… Read more “The master craftsman’s nuance”
Your esophageal sphincter 1721 days from now
Do you think that I wanted to let you go, dummy? I didn’t. You made it so I had to choose between keeping you and hurting you.… Read more “Your esophageal sphincter 1721 days from now”
when Fancy Pigeons weep
Worried wanderer whisk your tears and they will return to let you do what you are compelled to do, dress in them again like silky caresses of… Read more “when Fancy Pigeons weep”
North Node in Scorpio
My truest self wants to hear your exasperated voice whimper, yes ma’am. That’s all I want, your devotion. Nobody needs you more than me. My sickest self… Read more “North Node in Scorpio”
Zatara
What’s really wrong? Well nothing, not anything important and frankly that should be all that there is to say. Unfortunately, there is still a feeling a… Read more “Zatara”
When the free trial ends
Had you caught me ten years ago and said I like you but… I’d never know what came after but until I’d given you more than anyone… Read more “When the free trial ends”
