By Myself Forever

I like your natural hair today and your natural face and your natural hips and your natural belly and your crazy eyes. I don’t wish for you to be different but in the ways that make you a better version of you to you and for you. You wait for other people to tell you…

Unrelated

The details of your face and smell are finally, fading and they say that expressing anger is always the best thing for you and maybe I’m a bullet dodger but the sound of your voice is becoming all of the voices of the past even though they say that many animals can form friendships with…

Against the wind

I lack symmetry but I can still love me If I want to nobody will force me either way but either way I can’t get to perfection I can’t even get close I lack symmetry but I can still see the good in me If I wanted to and I know that nobody will force…

Gray hairs on Sweaters

In my mind you’re the finish line. My fantasy has always been slightly different from yours Mine has a lot to do with us being together in the mornings and not just at night… but I’ma fix it… Even though I can’t force your hand. I’ma fix it. In my mind you’re the trophy. Unfortunately…

Warren G and Gluten Free

I’m sorry it’s hard to stop. I’m back in grad school now and I’m panicking. It’s actually pretty fucking great, that’s the problem. It’s legit wonderful. I like school. I like order. I’m trying. I take cranberry pills and plant based digestive enzymes and green tea supplements now. I meditate on Wednesdays and listen to…

A necklace of Smarties in October

You can have it fast and cheap. A couple of domestic beers at a dive bar nearby for some karaoke. If fun is your objective, it’ll be just that. But it’ll end right there. You can have it fast and good. A conversation at a bookstore slash coffee shop after work. If friendship is your…

Crazy Foxes

You didn’t think I’d find the fuckery but I always do I see the smears and smudges clearly I see the direction of the dust and the mud trails My eyes are wide open and I’m looking for shit And I never stop until I find it You’re not special like I thought or unique…

Borborygmus

I know I said I wasn’t going to be able to live without your touch but please don’t touch me What comes next What comes next I know but you won’t expect I’ve already changed my mind as soon as I said the line and how you respond will determine if I’m more turned on…

Ragazzo carino

I miss how your dick tastes. And I don’t care if you don’t miss me. I couldn’t be there anymore and not have you anyway. I miss your cum in my throat. Standing right in front of you, breathing your air used to be my favorite thing to do. I wish that you hadn’t gotten…

Doc Savage

I’ve forgotten all the times I bit my tongue until it bled I can’t remember how many fires have touched my hands I don’t know how many times in life I have spit something out But I recall very clearly every time a part of you touched my mouth The first time and the last…