Crazy Foxes

You didn’t think I’d find the fuckery but I always do I see the smears and smudges clearly I see the direction of the dust and the mud trails My eyes are wide open and I’m looking for shit And I never stop until I find it You’re not special like I thought or unique…

Ohio Renaissance Festival

When I was 41, I pissed on the chest of a 22 year old Abercrombie looking white boy who was a soccer and poker player in this apartment. I found out that it wasn’t just depression or PTSD or PMDD but Borderline Personality Disorder in this apartment. I frantically paced wondering where my son had…

Ghost Cat Purr

You’re the son of the goddess of fortune, clearly. I guess that I should finally open these couple of packages. Seems like they have been on the edge of my bed forever, next to those stupid furry red restraints… Waiting for you. There’s always someone baby…someone who gets hurt. I hung out with a friend…

EXECRABLE PASTICHE

I don’t nag him or cook for him or buy him anything I don’t check up on him or support him or see him in the morning You’re more than welcome to be the love of his life And help him build up his hopes and dreams You’re more than welcome to be mad that…

GlobalWarming

He’s a shower and I’m a scarf. I’m a dump truck and he is typewriter ribbon. I’m the catfish that he can’t resist. He’s an envelope and I’m ground pepper. I’m an elastic waistband and he’s a thermometer. I’m the city that he revisits… I’m worthless, He’s useless. He’s a shower and I’m a scarf….

Pas De Deux

Diablo, The fuckery with you is so real. I was going to call my friend, my best friend mind you, to put us up and get us drinks and smoke and poppers for you and into a club out there. Dinner, gas, breakfast was all on me. Since we’re not locals, if anything went down, fuck…

The Shaman of the Redwood

Gaia got you any way As long you can feel the grass between your toes How it goes, time will show Hold it in until you choke… Smoke wafting up to the sky Take your shoes off and walk outside Walk outside with me I tell the girl in my skin come to center again…

God to Me

I want to be that bitch but apparently I’m this bitch. I want to control the universe but obviously I am leaning toward death. So I lean forward and I kneel to pray and I suck his dick again. I want to hold him still but I know that any quiet is bull shit. I…

Midwestern Midweek at Midday

She’s Teasing him He’s Lying to her (He didn’t think she would but she will) She’s Inviting him He comes to hers (He didn’t think she could but she can) She’s Kissing him He’s Playing her (He didn’t think she should but she shall) She’s Stripping him He’s Suspecting her (He didn’t think he’d like…

Thinking of him while listening to Tool W/U

Fear. Wanton abandon lives right outside of this lyric but fear… Fear wears me, it buys me early in the morning from the neighborhood thrift store and tastes me against it’s formlessness Fear pretends that it cares, asks me how my day was because fear tries to test my strength and I can’t resist this…