Taupe

He said I’m irritated. I expected someone to do something and they didn’t. So now I’m in limbo, hoping the thing happens soon so that I can handle another issue. I didn’t care I was just glad that he was talking to me so I asked for details to keep the conversation going for once…

At just over 8000 steps…

I close my eyes only to keep myself going and suddenly I’m on a beach that I don’t recognize but it’s perfect. Only about 68 degrees Fahrenheit because I don’t know any better. The ocean is to the left of me and I can feel the east coming. The sun is shining on me and…

Breathing Room

He was supposed to go to Hedgehog Academy. He was born for it. He knew the ins and outs of the expectations ever since he was 5. His sole caregiver, an Ant, studied diligently and fiercely to get into Hedgehog Academy and not only graduated with honors and scholarships and awards, but attended graduate school…

WhyIStaySoHighTho

Heart beats that break Over so many mistakes Smiles that are faked When everything is at stake And isn’t it strange That any minute it could change Bills that ain’t paid For love that ain’t made then trust can’t be laid So feelings start to fade But ain’t it fucking strange That any minute it…

Crushing on James Blake

Every time I see him And every time I leave He does something simple and strange To the inside of me First I’m nervous, super anxious, weirded out Then I see him and his face relieves all doubt Then he says something passive aggressive and I react quickly ’cause I’m quietly obsessive And he doesn’t…

Duper’s Delight

Nobody means anything that they say and they never did Didja know that people lie more in writing than face to face? So when he says that he’s got you, don’t you believe it. Tears lie, smiles lie, you lie too and so do I Nobody tells the whole truth ever and they never did…

Masochism Potion #9

I don’t want your fear-being afraid is a waste of your precious energies, sweetie- I want you open, vulnerable, willing and most importantly, resigned. Let me help you to become the greatest man who ever lived this way, my way, is the only way for you to get better at suffering. I tell you when…

Midwestern Midweek at Midday

She’s Teasing him He’s Lying to her (He didn’t think she would but she will) She’s Inviting him He comes to hers (He didn’t think she could but she can) She’s Kissing him He’s Playing her (He didn’t think she should but she shall) She’s Stripping him He’s Suspecting her (He didn’t think he’d like…

Screenshots

Its only worth the paper that its printed it on so I wrote it in the sky Every single part of your body always kept me high I loved you monster, I really did as much a heartless woman could You’re a horrifying disappointment, the very absence of good Doesn’t stop me from missing your…

Lovesick Sun Tzu’s Tweets

Translated by Emotion Originally Published the 2017th year of the Common Era Chapter 1: Understanding yourself and the man The lovesick one knows: The army of minions & the harlot’s whisper are necessary distractions; Calculate every pawn’s move to prevent him avoiding inevitable capture. ¬†Surround yourself w/many male suitors so that he is disoriented &…