DaAbsentee n’ Me

I’m bad at sarcasm. I see you baby. I’m so not a fan of sarcasm, I mean. I see you when you see me. I don’t know if the sarcastic person is insulting me but not brave enough to just say what they mean, or if they are calling me stupid because I don’t realize…

Sugar Water Purple

If you were affluent you wouldn’t comment on being rich If you were talented hard work would just be consistent development If you were really generous no one could attach your name to gifts If you were spiritual organized religion would be something you’re against but you lie about balling out whilst you’re honestly broke…

Bug on the wall of the Bacchanal

No! God! And how come one of the gods revealed it to him and not me I’d have spared his suffering Got him to the airport early We could have traveled anywhere with our lips But how could he so easily see and draw my attention Gaze so soft and now we’re lost No checked…

Horrors that itch Lil Miss Dusty Rhodes

What friend is this or what even is a friend who would sacrifice love of firmament to admit that he’d beenĀ  involuntarily evoked? That my love had choked? That he had to go and thus ended the ending in the midst of it Pray no It could never be so What ego could stoke the…

The Metallic Aqua Blue Lacquer

I’m fine. It’s fine. Everything’s fine and as it should be and it’s not your fault. It really isn’t. It’s not your fault that I don’t know how to end things like a proper adult. I’m actually quite sorry so sorry that I’m crazy and I hang onto whoever the person is that is least…

The Weakling’s Lament

He said he loved me once as a joke and that was enough until a year later when he said it again and we’ll never know why he did- we’ll never know… twice now, in the years since I’ve known him he’s said that and he’ll never have to tell me again, ever in life-…

43 years, 2 months and 18 days of pugilism

I catch myself staring at ceilings. I don’t know more than I think that I do. She should be so much further I tell myself, so much stronger by now. If you care you’re stupid too. I think everybody in every car around me is watching me drive and judging. I’m so far away from…

Chicken bones in ashtrays

The secret moves that you make that no one ever sees- like the I look cute mirror dance.. or how you shame others when you’ve been shamed… or the way your face is ugly when you sing a song you really love… or the smile in the corner of your lips when you cry… the…

The Root Of Suffering

You don’t think that I know why you keep me in the background but it’s because I never do what you say I only do what you want… It’s because you can’t even really believe how lucky and cursed you are because I have happened to you for the time being for the best and…

By Myself Forever

I like your natural hair today and your natural face and your natural hips and your natural belly and your crazy eyes. I don’t wish for you to be different but in the ways that make you a better version of you to you and for you. You wait for other people to tell you…