You are swimming in the pulp attaching my eyes to my mind It’s convivial and Bohemian and ahead (or behind) the times To want only you and yet let you get any sort of satisfaction From anywhere you can find it and if I find it I’ll have the same reaction Yet accept us they … Continue reading Honor’sForce&FraudAccountatChaseManhattan
Right before you win the race You take your hands off the wheel Success is a test Right before you win the battle You close your eyelids Right before he’s built up the confidence to finally admit that he loves you back You throw in the towel and leave You always leave Right before they … Continue reading All pauses are pregnant
6:56 AM To him via text: A speechless man is a lovely thing at times but right now is when you should tell me what it is that you need. 9:00 AM To him in my mind: Every time that I give a little bit I immediately want to pull myself back completely. I don’t … Continue reading The Typical Procession of Sunday
The benefit of a couple of decades under your belt is being able to see yourself in others out loud- when you are young, it feels as if, there are no similar others- no one else can see or understand who you are inside but the fact of the matter is it takes a little … Continue reading Designated Driver
I woke up twice before the alarm to pee Ignored the first alarm but still ended up before the sun It was muggy but for whatever reason I never check the weather so I didn’t put on as much deodorant as I should have and felt funky most of the day. I was inspired though … Continue reading That one Bangles’ Song
What you said before ain’t What you said after which ain’t What you say while waiting until after is again… And that ain’t What you said in the moment which ain’t What you said while reminiscing ‘Cause that ain’t What you say of wild memories that you make with men… Continue reading Mealy Mouthed Sentiments
Well now. Great tidings and many blessings blah blah blah… pfft, I don’t even know if you use this e-mail address anymore. Doesn’t matter really, I just miss talking to you. I feel like I have been in Ohio forever. I feel like I have come here to die and was unaware. I’m fighting the … Continue reading Confessions of Black Brigitte Nielsen
