And all the songs sound the same in that they all start off as broken dreams They all start off as underestimating me They all start off with a slow long vibrato Making you feel me when you don’t even want to And then comes the hook, the hook is the best Even if you…
Tag: past
Mon plaisir…
You were the cleverest, most charming wordsmith that I had ever seen. Nobody loved you and hurt you as much as me. The jukebox playing music from my favorite band in that obscure Carmel pub… The jukebox playing music from my favorite band in that sports bar in Henderson… The jukebox playing music from my…
Contains 0% Juice
This time I am confident that I have finally done what I set out to do so long ago. I scared the shit out of him. And now, hopefully he won’t turn his head and look back. The strange thing about this whole process is that I wish that he would never leave. I wish…
Release of Lien
Tell me that you hate me. Tell me to get lost, tell me to scram, tell me to kick rocks. Tell me that I completely suck as a human being. Tell me that you never wanted me, that you never loved me, not even a little bit, even if you have to lie. Tell me…
Kisses on Scratches
By the way… If I didn’t think that you were good enough we wouldn’t be dating at all. Your actions toward me prove what you would do and actions seldom lie. I’m not trying to… But my gnawing anxiety tells the truth as well. Unless… When I can find it, I will choose peace over…
Wonderfully Insane Crash Test Dummies in Love
Dorky Donna Dope is in love with Dumbass David Ditz. David Ditz has moved on and could care less about this. Dufus Derek Dingbat loves Donna Dope- Donna has no problem letting Dufus Derek go Donna found a blissful moment when she met a man Who acted and sounded like David but looked better than…
Hamburger Buns and Headphones
Everybody scabs over Everybody itches underneath Everybody thinks one thing when something else is the truth Everybody stubs a toe or experiences grief Everybody over spends over reacts and over eats And everybody at some point, gets broken up with You and me and her and him But not everybody heals or knows satisfaction Not…
Solipsistic PDA
At first, I saw you look away… (Was it shame?) Lust is selfish, Love is selfless But you couldn’t avert your gaze For long, not long, not long at all- As soon as you turned me into a cavern We sadly parted ways. Lust is right now, Love lasts a million days- So I hunted you down…
Qui Vive or The Finale
When I hover over myself like a chat bubble In my last text message Suspended Miss me when I’m gone… It’s all I truly want… You love her you live with her you care for her you fuck her But you only confide to me- You want her you feed her you spend all of your time with…
Peripheral Neuropathy
After I throw the beautiful dead things away And wipe out the vase After I lay back down and cry covering my face But I don’t mean it and you don’t know it I sometimes say it but never show it…. After I destroy the pictures and the negatives on film After I tell myself I never loved…
