I am in a mood right now whereI want to talk to somebody but I don’t wanna have to payI don’t think it’s a moment where I… Read more “The Visceral Impact of the smallest bit of Pulchritude on Footslogging Bedswervers”
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The Mad Merciless Thunder Mouth Strikes Again
The free-write rant begins… Today I feel out of sorts I don’t feel like I belong anywhere I don’t feel any really strong attachment to anything or… Read more “The Mad Merciless Thunder Mouth Strikes Again”
The Day that Christ Stuffed Figs into Chekov’s Gun
the winning hand avoids the breakdown that has kissed emotionally debilitative takedownsand silences the hystericsso that the extreme stress becomes sillinessand the dissipating psychosis flipsfurrowed frowns upside… Read more “The Day that Christ Stuffed Figs into Chekov’s Gun”
The black plastic flatware cutler at high noon
I’m trying too hard to get thereand missing the moment that I went from not knowingto knowledgeit’s happening, not what’s happenedit’s learning while livingwith no concept of… Read more “The black plastic flatware cutler at high noon”
Hyperbolic discounting of a busman’s holiday
I used to take all the hearts I could find right out of the chests where they sat if I could get close enough to one I… Read more “Hyperbolic discounting of a busman’s holiday”
Hyperphantasia
You make me think of warm pancakes now and againand since I can’t have you I know I can have themand I do, I always do, I… Read more “Hyperphantasia”
The Will of the Bruja
I’m a person healinghowever slowly from BPDbut determined to do better because literally what else do I have to do on this planet that is more important… Read more “The Will of the Bruja”
Cat Vampire Lady
An average 10 minutes in my mind goes like this: 4:40 PM PST ” I am the dumbest most self absorbed human being on the face of… Read more “Cat Vampire Lady”
Hot Reading the Shrift
I just gotta be a dew covered tulip at dawnand do my best and use my time in ways I want to use itand nobody controls that… Read more “Hot Reading the Shrift”
Kentish Fire and Cloudy Water
So I’m just gonna record what I’m feeling and see where the conversation takes me who knows maybe it’ll be something that I can post and turn… Read more “Kentish Fire and Cloudy Water”
My Mind, My Mood, My delicately poisoned pen... 