I often think the medicine is in the punishmentjust because my life is different doesn’t mean that I can’t run itothers view of it is not something… Read more “Contra Mundum”
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The Triabolical Villainy of a 9th Blogaversary
I went from being homeless in 2012, to having to provide sexual favors for a dude I would have fucked anyway after picking me up from a… Read more “The Triabolical Villainy of a 9th Blogaversary”
Transforming Deez Nutz, Bitch
I’m not going to whine about the emptinessthe constant questioning and revisingthe sadnessthe endless loops of fantastic catastrophes on the vergethe meaninglessnessthe exhausting remembering to keep tryingthe… Read more “Transforming Deez Nutz, Bitch”
Metacognitive Delayed Return Environments
Ask yourself thisIf you hit the joint twicemaybe the problem isn’t profanityIf you do a breathing exercisemaybe we’re one humanityIf you make yourself cum just rightmaybe coupling… Read more “Metacognitive Delayed Return Environments”
Tempering Immersive Realities
It is easiest to flip over to frustratedwhen things are not perfectwhen you don’t think of the right answerin the momentwhen you’re not in control of outcomesand… Read more “Tempering Immersive Realities”
The Gravitational Attractiveness of Shadows
The man I like I dunno what to do with. And he’s in the same boat. We’re off again like some rats in cages gnawing our own… Read more “The Gravitational Attractiveness of Shadows”
Circumspect Time Horizons in Traffic
My best selfis my real selfmy authentic selfand I’m that selfin every right now.And that self, me, she, I, her, has no interest in bullshitno matter how… Read more “Circumspect Time Horizons in Traffic”
Cocaine Placebo Koala God Dreams
You reveal a little more of your well-crafted personalityand all I see is empty searching for happy.I see you trying to disengage from your codependencies by dropping… Read more “Cocaine Placebo Koala God Dreams”
Beyond the reach of classical physics
You lie down…You say to yourself, I’ve learned that I have been on the right track-looking for ways to regulate my emotions, looking for ways to let… Read more “Beyond the reach of classical physics”
Suspension of Disbelief
Your eyebrow fallsunfurrowed mouth open slightly fixedin the most barely visiblesemblance of an exhaleand a modest microgrinrelaxed at the shoulderchest puffed invisiblymind scarcely searching for fragile foreshadowsof… Read more “Suspension of Disbelief”
