I don’t know what I felt or feel right now The horoscope predicted luck The wind didn’t fuck my hair up Even though the first interaction I had today was ‘you look tired’ And I thought bitch I just might be… And the night before someone had said to me I don’t know what I…
Tag: trials
Green Tea Extract
For the entire time that I was consciously aware Of what was happening around me and who people pretended to be and what the world said that they should have been juxtaposed with the reality of what they were I always felt so sorry for my grandma. Not only sorry that she grew up in…
George Wickham
Our new reality is you’re a fucking moron. Its one thing to not like or respect someone but its a whole other thing to feel that way and still attempt to use them as if they have an obligation to you. How stupid could you be? How stupid do you think that I am? (And…
Young Karionake
Because living is letting go… When you want to throw your arms behind your body and let your chest lead you, eyes closed, tears in bubble streams dangling through the space between the light and your ears toes scraping lines of your existence as your being glides through sand know that you are not the…
Ground Penetrating Radar
What was once a minor yet constant drumming behind my eyes Tap tap tapping between my thighs is now an obnoxious thunder clap The crush will not be quashed Sly and hateful you are to keep at it The desire has not quelled Wicked and conniving you are, a bastard Trap trap trapping relentlessly no bligh…
Splintery
Chip away at it… Keep grabbing more handfuls off with your mind Keep biting away at it… Drown it regularly until it erodes over time Keep shoveling way down deep into it… Throw the parts that impede you off to the side Pick away at it … Keep telling me the love that you’re feeling…
Ignis fatuus
Don’t need a deluxe suite in the Maldives Or a country home with rows of deciduous trees I don’t need a diamond brooch or sapphire ring Although I won’t turn down either of those things So I’m sure that if I don’t have bucks in the bank I probably don’t need premium fuel in my tank I…
Maudlin Shots
The tequila says he’ll do anything I ask But he’s not the one I asked And the one I asked just laughs And that’s just how it goes The rum claims he’ll sacrifice, He’ll pay the price He’ll lay down his life if it pleases me which ironically I would do the exact same thing…
My 1501
No wool. No scales. Just stone. Just pressure. I can get an idea in my head I can cut and shave into the rock And make it something I can make me something I can create something Maybe even something beautiful Maybe even bring a stone to life No wallowing over regrets. Just losing fear. I…
Skinned knees
At the risk of sounding foolish I needed you so much that I didn’t feel whole without you. And I hated it. I hate you for allowing yourself to be my human addiction for so long watching me clinging on to the person that you pretended to be. At the risk of sounding foolish I…
