Quiet.

He can hear you.

Quiet, now.

Stop fucking beating

through

my

Blouse

so fast.

Breathe.

Don’t just give it all away

every time he looks back.

Wait.

Save some.

For the bended knee part.

Remember that part,

From the dream?

The part where he opens the box

and you accept

the diamond studded leash

You’ve

always wanted.

Isn’t that what you need most?

His approval?

His love?

Him?

Then

why

the hell do you purposely

keep

scaring him

away?

Softer, please.

Be patient, please.

Quit skipping beats, please.

Breathe, please.

You’ll kill me-

Before he forgives me.

Before he smiles back.

Before he changes his mind.

Before he turns around.

Wait a little longer.

Wait a little.

Wait.

Quiet, now.

Be sorry.

Act sorrier.

Here he comes.

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh-