6

I will master this day, I will write and work out and smile at everyone I meet. It’s gonna be awesome.

7

what the hell am I going to write about? What am I going to eat for breakfast? Lunch? What the hell should I wear?

8

My hair is ridiculous ugh. I feel ugly my chin and neck aren’t separated like they should be. I need to go on a diet, Seriously this is getting tragic.

9

Did I cut the TV off?I hope I did. Shit, I forgot to pack a lunch! I’m starved. So much work to do, I need to make a list. Why can’t I stay organized?

10

If she comes over here and talks to me I swear, I’m gonna get up and go to the bathroom. Is this a pimple? Fuck I have a pimple.

11

I’m so bored. No one to text and flirt with. Man, my life has changed, I used to be hot. Its hot outside. Bleech.

12

How come I always have to say I love you first? He gets on my damn nerves. Passive Aggressive asshole. M&Ms aren’t that bad for you. I should walk but its so embarrassing. I forgot my tennis shoes anyway. I want a fucking beer.

1

Finish a few things and I am technically done for the day. I like my job but shouldn’t I be working on my book? What the fuck am I scared of? What if no one likes what I have to say ? I’m so depressed. I wish I had some chocolate cake.

2

I should call my mom. I should write my dad. God, why are there so many little things to do? I’m not doing anything. Fuck this shit.

3

What a horrible day, nothing but meetings and fake smiling. Starving to death. I need an oil change. I should save up and get a massage and a facial. I need my nails filled. I look a hot mess. I’m not happy.

4

I need another smoke break. He is so fine. It would be nice if he flirted a little. He wouldn’t flirt with me I’m too old. Too big. Washed up. I wonder what I will have for dinner.

5

Ugh. I need to settle my mind. Time to go home. The real work begins. I have to study with the kid, clean the house, appease the boyfriend and maybe I will get to sit down and have a beer before I pass out. It should be easier than this right? Well, why then do I feel like crying?

6

I survived another one. Thank God.