We’re down here
In the mud
Together
Rollin around
Piggish
Feelin nothing but what we feelin when we feelin in and saying
Fuck you to everyone and everything we love
But then
In the morning
With matted nails and muddy hair
You realize again it was me
you was with
the one you overlooked
the one you left
the one who wasn’t good enough
and you shower
and get over it
and apologize
and close the pen door
and leave me down here in the dirt to reminisce
about how you were mine
when I owned you
and how I never really did
cause nothing belongs to no one
and feeling is for moments
ours being past
and shitty I could be
but I aint
cause she is going to see tomorrow
when she is in here with me
exactly what I am hooked on right now
the fiends of sweet talking
sugar selling men
clean as a whistle
when they move on….