I am standing smack dab in the middle
of absolutely everything that there is
frozen solid and unable to make any real decisions
frozen solid and unable to make any real decisions
No one knows the answer but I
Don’t know which is the lie
One side is a reflection of me
Other side, the missing piece
the gambler’s quandary, sweat drips
the gambler’s quandary, sweat drips
The sky is down, three’s a crowd
I could end if I turn left this time
I could die if I fully turn right
But the suction from the black hole of my life
Says which is light? choose which is light!
Circumstances say hop off the fence
the wind will not allow me to just stand
not here, I have to choose, move
not here, I have to move, choose
but which way to go?
No one knows
I’ve been down both paths and now Im back
I’ve been down both roads
They’ve both hurt in the past
Hurt is all the love I have to show
I have to move but I can’t budge at all
I am void, broken and alone
No one to ask, no one who knows
This is that fork in my road
which will determine my ultimate fate
Scared stiff yet I shake
On the left is passion and creativity
On the right is quiet stability
On the left is fun and adventure
On the right is a consistent picture
They will not agree! They will not let me be!
But I love him! And I love you too!
In different ways but I can’t stay and I can’t go and I don’t know
So much to win so much to lose
Nothing matters if the sky is not blue
I can’t seem to unstick my feet and just move
I must choose from the two
As soon as my legs unfreeze
As soon as I decide to believe in destiny
I am standing smack dab
In the middle of everything
Absolutely all there is in the universe
And I can not float away
someone simply say
Which fucking road I should take?
My Mind, My Mood, My delicately poisoned pen... 