What you are looking for is connection.
“If I could just find one other who likes XYC”, you cry.
Because like likes like.
It’s chemistry, not magic.
You’re just a mammal. You’re just an animal. And for all your glamour and self righteousness you are just a primate breed of carbon based radio waves on a tiny water ball hanging on the outskirts of the universe that has managed to evolve thumbs, evolve coveting, and that stands upright and can see the sky so that you can WANT MORE.
The difference between you and a pig is a pin striped suit, language and a luxury vehicle. And YET all that you desire is to be connected to something.
Someone.
Feel like you belong somewhere.
Feel.
You just don’t want to believe …. you can’t believe that you are just a chemical reaction floating and reflecting on the ether by accident. You are simply a surprise.
If you did realize it you’d enjoy this ride a whole lot more because nothing in nature says that YOU MUST EXIST, MAN.
So…. play.