Weak Spot

I’ve got that job thing handled
I can do my mommy work in my sleep
I write every day and I know how to eat healthy
I know how to change my own flat if I have to
I can cook when I try and I can clean if I need to
I can speak just enough conversational Spanish and Italian when visiting
My savings are getting up there and my investments are slowly flourishing
I can hang out in the hood or at a gala and blend right in with any crowd
I know when to be humble and when to be proud
I’ve got everything under my control, It’s all pressed firmly under my thumb
so how come I can’t figure out for the life of me who I am supposed to be when I am in love?