Closer to god

I stand here naked
In my ugliness
open only for you to see
the revolting parts of me
Which you seem to find exciting
Because like me, you are ugly too
Sore, and broken, and bruised
And tired
So very tired
Of everything on TV
portraying fallacies we are supposed to believe
Keep your dirty eyes on me
All of that is nothing but dreaming
But I am right here
Naked
Afraid
used
waiting for more of what I am used to
The vex that comes along with
loving a thing like you