Of all of the bonehead, stupid,
(I haven’t wasted a day)
just know you
narcissistic, selfish, 
(not one a single loose thought)
you make me
lunatic, shitty decisions that
(not a half of a micro moment)
 make me feel vulnerable
I’ve made with little provocation   .
(on anything other than)
vulnerable and submissive
and zero to show for it
(replaying the last time)
submissive like a cartoon character girly girl
(your freaky grabby hands)
but scars-  
(held me close enough)
you are my favorite failing…
(to make my heart skip)
and it’s annoying.