This past Sunday, a svelte tanned middle aged French man said to me
” This is not a big deal where I come from. Sometimes, we are lonely. We go out, for good company and we have sex. It’s life. There are even secret lovers. No one is mistreated or disrespected. It’s natural.”
Yesterday, some young chubby faced descendant of the Irish said to me
“Goddess, I would love to go out with you. My ideal date would be a restaurant with you and if you think everything is going well then, I’d like to spend time with you in the bedroom.”
Last Friday, a buff conceited Mexican man in his early 30’s wearing the cleanest white Jordan’s I’ve ever seen in my life said to me
“Its whatever you want to do and I see you like to shut me down, you’ve already shut me down once but I’m a man, and you have to let me do man things, look at me, look at me directly in the eyes because I like that, you have to let me finish you can’t just let me leave without finishing, turn around again baby, let me leave my kids here to watch over you, bend over.”
The Saturday before last, the sleek dirty blond Midwestern gazelle that is my monster, in his early 30’s now too, fresh from running a marathon said to me
” I’m sorry I have been such a jackass to you over the years. If I could live a double life I would but I can’t, bummer. I’m really happy where I am right now but it doesn’t stop me from fantasizing about the things I used to fantasize about even though I know they won’t make me happy. It was rude of me to reach out to you.”
2 Fridays ago, a fairly young stocky and cocky Ecuadorian man said to me
” Listen sweetie I’m a man, I can handle all of you. I could go for some more real soon. Like right now actually. I wanted to get in a couple of back shots. Let me know what’s up.”
A month ago, a person who I will assume is a man, who comments frequently on my most sexual blog posts, particularly the ones where the featured photos shows ample cleavage, said to me via email, although we’ve never met or spoken to each other in person ever in our lives,
” I miss you.”

Yet I’m meant to keep living and hold a straight face.

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