In my boyfriend’s head

I rubbed my dick

And I watched the clouds disperse

I played “Aqueous Transmission” 15 times

And smoked some weed I found

On the subway

I ate two burritos

Both half cooked from microwave emission-

And scratched off part of my tattoo

Melancholy but I’m awake

Scared and abused

I watched some pornographic movies

And stacked the pennies I found in the couch

In columns of three

I’m probably lucky

That someone somewhere

Struggling to survive

Wants to be me.