Fried Fuck Up and a side of Relish

We have a decision to make don’t we?
My heart, broken lies before us both
on the ground in one hundred thousand glossy shards.
You love to love me so you say, so you say-
You lied, you broke it but I let you…
We have to decide what to do next….
I entrusted it to you because I wanted to test your strength
and how could you have known that it weighed a ton?
We have a decision to make don’t we?
You love to love me so you say, so you say-
How could you know that wobbling ever so slightly
would cause it to slip through your sticky fingers
and crash, elegantly at best, all over the fucking floor?
We have to decide what to do next….
Its my fault for giving it to you when I was drunk and high
We have a decision to make don’t we?
Its my fault for seeing that you broke the last one that you held and it wasn’t heavy it at all and all you did was sweep it under the rug like you weren’t responsible and it didn’t really exist…
We have to decide what to do next….
Its my fault for stepping over the mess you already had
to give you something else to mess up
You lied, you broke it but I let you…
Now we stand over my heart, like people do when things are broken
in shock, staring at it as if our eyes fixed on it
will magically make time rewind to the moment before it slipped
We have a decision to make don’t we?
We have to decide what to do next….
You love to love me so you say, so you say-
Do we fix it and gamble on the chance that this time
you’ll hold it like it is your own?
You love to love me so you say, so you say-
Do you apologize and beg and plead and pray for one more chance to prove you are worth the weight?
You love to love me so you say, so you say-
We have to decide what to do next….
You lied, you broke it but I let you…
Or do I throw the shards away and continue to live without a heart
and without you?
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