Their perceptions are tightening
Their mania is locked and loaded
I’m so alone then and I hold it all in
But their longing crushes my soul
Sinking in other’s priorities
Afraid of what I’m actually wanting
It’s wrong for someone else but not for me
I have to swim free from judgmental shackling
Shave off the limitations decide my own killing
Because no one has all of the answers
Especially if you have survived disasters
The best route is quietly through
And let go of everything that’s breaking you
He helps me set myself free
Yet even my desire for him is choking…
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