The Tears of the Simulacrum

I know better than this and now I’m like
Baby, I can’t anymore.
They tell me find someone who makes you feel good about yourself.
But look at me still loving you with all the love I have yet
it’s no good.
You’re obsessing again, I tell myself.
These day dreams are stunting my emotional growth so
I deserve better than this and now I’m like
Baby, I shouldn’t anymore.
They tell me find someone who reflects the best aspects of humanity.
But look at me still craving you with all the desire I have yet
it’s no good.
You’re ruminating again, I tell myself.
These day dreams are confusing my chi so
I can do better than this and now I’m like
Baby, I regret this even more.
They tell me find someone who enjoys your company.
But look at me still worshiping you with all the worship I have yet
it’s no good.
You’re fantasizing again, I tell myself.
These day dreams are wasting my life away so
I know that I have to end this and now I’m like
Baby, I won’t anymore.
They tell me find someone who cherishes your presence.
But look at me still whining about you like I don’t know the truth yet
it’s no good.
You’re hating yourself again, I tell myself.
This is hurting me more than it hurts you so…
Please go.

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