Normally it’s all up to me
The venue the view and the price tag
Normally because I’m in control
I decide where the thing will go
but I never really know so, I yo yo
It never occurred to me
that anyone dealing
with the shit that I was dishing out was a fool
But this wasn’t what I was used to
Normally it’s all up to me
I didn’t have shit to do
Normally I am dictating
I didn’t have to pay
I didn’t get coerced for once into having to stay
and I don’t think he was afraid
I just had it made
and I understand there is a different chick I gotta be
one less controlling
so my new normal can become
one I don’t have to furnish and fund for anyone
just to be treated kindly
for a few hours at the end of the week
Salt rimmed Margaritas on the rocks
