What exactly did you discover about this that was no longer appealing is the question that rolls up to the front of my mind now and again like a bowling ball smacking directly into the number one pin with such velocity and force that all the others are knocked to the ground, you stay rolling around
in my head
when I want to be distracted with something that I can’t fix, that I swear I miss but more than anything I just want to know what exactly did you uncover about this that was no longer interesting because honestly that is the question that dances across my mind like a never ending conga line of lying ass people
hand to waist
and smiling as they pass by and leave me to wonder why…
like you