I can lose it all and I have
time and time again.
But I cannot lose you.
Some part of me refuses to.
I’m self destructive.
And you are inspirational to me mentally there is no doubt
I’m always better and I always fly higher
if you are in my arms or in my vicinity or on my mind
Its not crazy, you just make me feel alive
Because you can only feel like this if you are dying
or lying…
I’m trying not to do both at the same time.
You’ll always be mine in my mind.