First I understand why you still talk to your monster.
It’s the same reason I don’t ignore my monster when he sends me dumb shit.
I love him, nothing will change that.
But I hope you know, like I know about my monster, that some characters in our stories have an important background role of understanding and friendship but they are NOT MAIN CHARACTERS OR WORTH HURTING OR DYING FOR.
As long you are in control of the script, work!
I love you and your heart is as important to me as my own.
And I need you to understand for everyone’s safety that you have one person who is clinically depressed and has been to the psych ward behind love and is technically suicidal and therefore is not afraid of death like normal people are and if you let this motherfucker into your heart and he hurts you AGAIN I’m not afraid of jail and murder excites me and I will GLADLY end him and my therapist recommended I say that shit when I hear your monster’s name because I’m already violent when I think of him so if you care about me going to prison be absolutely sure before you do something with him because ON MY SON he is on my hit list with my rapist from Michigan and my abusive stepfather.
It’s the same reason I don’t ignore my monster when he sends me dumb shit.
I love him, nothing will change that.
But I hope you know, like I know about my monster, that some characters in our stories have an important background role of understanding and friendship but they are NOT MAIN CHARACTERS OR WORTH HURTING OR DYING FOR.
As long you are in control of the script, work!
I love you and your heart is as important to me as my own.
And I need you to understand for everyone’s safety that you have one person who is clinically depressed and has been to the psych ward behind love and is technically suicidal and therefore is not afraid of death like normal people are and if you let this motherfucker into your heart and he hurts you AGAIN I’m not afraid of jail and murder excites me and I will GLADLY end him and my therapist recommended I say that shit when I hear your monster’s name because I’m already violent when I think of him so if you care about me going to prison be absolutely sure before you do something with him because ON MY SON he is on my hit list with my rapist from Michigan and my abusive stepfather.
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