It’s a fucking time freeze.
We can’t even make sense of the emotion.
It’s a god damned parallel universe.
We can’t even control our bodily expressions.
It’s the monogamous entanglement maximum.
We never learned to prioritize long term attachments.
It’s a stupid reverse paradox of epic proportions.
We never understood the intoxicating rush of indoctrination.
And I want to get to the other side of it.
I want to have lived it longer than I tried to define it.
But you’re the wormhole I want to go through.
I only want to love you.
I’m screwed.