Castigation of the Manipulative Vamp

The emotions are climbing up out of my skin
The emotions are taking over communication again
The emotions are running around connecting and disconnecting the truth
The emotions aren’t doing it for any reason other than feeding off the juice
I am the emotions and the emotions are me
I am the controller and I am the controllee
I am the stimulus who is stimulated
I am the saboteur destructing self like it was baited
why don’t you feel it as intensely as I do
why doesn’t it show that it is also controlling you
why am I the one howling up at the full moon
am I the defective or is the defective one, you
The emotions are every color in your mind’s eye
The emotions feel like sizzling and frozen and to fry
The emotions are running around connecting and disconnecting the truth
The emotions aren’t doing it for any reason other than feeding off the juice
Am I malfunctioning is feeling feeling’s feeling bad
Is walking through all this life without screaming a reason to be glad
How can I control what controls how I control me
The emotions are how I know what death is but nothing about being free
The emotions are the sweat covered bedsheets of my sin
The emotions are taking over communication again


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