He said he wants to fuck me all day
I haven’t decided yet
when I actually have
I’m just trying to convince myself
that I’ve not convinced myself to do that
and I wait and I think and I plan
but then do the other shit anyway
most times
and I can’t tell yet which situation this is
the one I am creating and concocting
or the one I’m reacting to
like I used to
he said he wants to fuck me all day
well of course he does
I guess it would be nicer
if he actually knew me and said that
I still wanna do it though…wait
do I feel like fucking all day
shit
My Mind, My Mood, My delicately poisoned pen... 