I won’t lie
I like to be in the dark now
I like to be at home
I’m never alone anyhow
I’ve always got my thoughts
Who am I supposed to be now
When everyone’s gone
Why do I feel frightened but freer
When I’m on my own
I wanted to talk to you again
I wanted to tell you something sweet
I wanted to talk about an experience
Just to see what you’d think
But you don’t need me like I need you
So I have to need you less
Why am I nostalgic when you’re gone
But grateful as shit that you’ve left?
I close my eyes and I can see you
So I like to be in the dark
In the all, I’m always with you
Even though we live our lives apart
At home I’m happy and don’t mind missing you
because my thoughts are enough frankly
You don’t love me like I love you
It’s scary to know so I choose anarchy
My light alone is enough sunshine
To help grow a loved version of me
Who am I supposed to be now
When everyone’s together but lonely
Why do I feel frightened but freer
When I’m blooming in the dark and you no longer know me?
You’re better at the lying.
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