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There will be a last cigarette
There will be a last glass of the Chardonnay
There will be a last pretty boy to whom I stopped
just to say hey
there will be a last femboy I fuck
you know I ain’t gonna lie them are my faves
there will be a last Sunday I do self-care
There will, someday
There will be a last bill that I fucking pay
There will be a last time I sing a sad song
There will be a last time I cry on a Monday
There will be a last time I write a poem at all
There will be a last time I sing the sorrow away
There will be a last time that I miss you too
motherfucker
and I’m happy to say
I don’t know
when that last time might be
But 5 on it that it might be today
There’s a last time for everything
They’ll be a last time that I ever try to rhyme some words
There will be a last time I live but
I heard
there’s no ends to the verbs
I’m alive ‘cause I still like to hurt


