And that’s how bad habits start. You’re emotional. Someone notices. Someone pretends to help. Someone makes an offer. You accept. You know better but you’re not practical. You know better but you’re not rational. You know better but you’re not logical. They promise. You don’t believe but you’re willing. You’ve always been willing. Next thing … Continue reading Picayune
Every time I see him And every time I leave He does something simple and strange To the inside of me First I’m nervous, super anxious, weirded out Then I see him and his face relieves all doubt Then he says something passive aggressive and I react quickly ’cause I’m quietly obsessive And he doesn’t … Continue reading Crushing on James Blake
Perhaps I’m more than just a lover but only slightly less than a wife- Because that irritation that you need to feel with her, with me, exits life.. Perhaps you want me to stay, always, but simply cannot say… Too much bullshit forever wrecklessly at play- Perhaps I’m that awesome space between the two, in … Continue reading Job Description
My most furious of rages under his control My most painful solace only his to mold But minimal remorse exists between us two… I don’t want what WE don’t want to do- My dangerous ecstasies he commits to without lie (But we both know we lie all the damned time) My lonely bedroom has a … Continue reading Membrum virile
Its cloudy and it’s normal because June brings gloom But it’s hot and it’s exciting because the days have room And you’re just as beautiful as you were last year Right around this time when I didn’t know you’d appear I didn’t know then that you were mine I didn’t know then that I’d get … Continue reading Plastic Orange Popcicles
Don’t need a deluxe suite in the Maldives Or a country home with rows of deciduous trees I don’t need a diamond brooch or sapphire ring Although I won’t turn down either of those things So I’m sure that if I don’t have bucks in the bank I probably don’t need premium fuel in my tank I … Continue reading Ignis fatuus
The right thing The upstanding thing The proper thing would be to leave you and all of those predictable lovers alone in the past to history’s pages I can’t want you anymore even though I want nothing else- I should do the decent thing But I am weak… I want what the normals have, a person. Their … Continue reading Savage Lamentations
