WhyIStaySoHighTho

Heart beats that break Over so many mistakes Smiles that are faked When everything is at stake And isn’t it strange That any minute it could change Bills that ain’t paid For love that ain’t made then trust can’t be laid So feelings start to fade But ain’t it fucking strange That any minute it…

Christmas Eve 2017

I didn’t want to use what I normally do because I didn’t want to see anyone I already knew so I downloaded an app and I found you I added some cute pictures of right angles and said I’m looking to make a brand new friend I swiped and I waited, it was only for…

North Star

I hope for more always for magic forever because I’m too horrible not to want I was always just fine before without you before but now I wish for peace always but not the kind born of quiet any ways I’d rather the kind of calm that comes from completion Of work that someone else…

The 4 Movements

Perfume fills the room… First line of thinking– Opening sonata-Well, at least somebody likes you for goodness sake, you’re not getting any younger and you’ll be dead soon and listen, this might be your last chance to find a guy who will tolerate all of your unladylike ways so you better jump on it girl,…

Sugarhead

Frozen pancakes and I’m sopping up the syrup with them, mad, that I saw 75 cars that looked like your old raggedy ass car when I was on the road today and I stopped for more beer and worried about how much money I’ve spent on beer this week and paid the man at the…

Ex boyfriends that I’ve left alive

You got that sickness, I got this thickness Ain’t nobody waiting ain’t nothing to wait for You’ve got that craving and the sweat is not breaking Ain’t nobody waiting ain’t nothing to wait for You’ve got that illness, I got this realness You’re wrong and I’m right… Kiss me goodnight in the morning light Wake…

Curl Patterns

When they’ve stayed I felt strange Like I owed them in some sort of way For putting up with me for more than a day I’ve known something needed to change One I kept for 16 years acting like I didn’t have ears When he said the only thing I fear that he never loved…

The Royal Observatory in Greenwich, London

Clock’s ticking and I’m thinking… We’re only 25 miles apart Just an easy ride on a lark Then he’s mine and only mine Body’s tingling and I’m drinking We’re only 30 minutes apart A quick and dirty walk in the park Then he’s mine and only mine Mind racing and impulses blinking We’re only 1800…