As foretold by the elders of experience
its time for the devaluing phase of this exchange to commence
although I enjoyed every minute of it
some parts even were exquisite
sadly the depth and breadth are limited
and I can’t in good conscience
settle for frivolous entertainment
when your underlying motivations
taste of manipulation
I know I could be everything you need
and I initially find that flattering
there’s left and right and tit for tat and quid pro quo
and I know when a man is into me and when he’s not though
so
if you were
I swear
we could prolong the devaluing phase
another week, another month, another 10,000 days
but I can’t in sound mind and body
let you play
in my emotional garden if you don’t have shit authentic to say
I just feel a certain way
It’s an Inside Out by Eve 6 sort or moment
and as soon as his pretty pink punk ass wake up this morning
that is exactly what I’m going to say
but phrased differently
LATER GATOR
will be okay
and no, we can’t be friends…again.
To be wanted, you know? https://books2read.com/b/b5oNAO
My Mind, My Mood, My delicately poisoned pen... 
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