I have to be honest with me…
I have to ask myself when I get things
if they were really the things I wanted or not
Who is lying today and is it me?
Or If they were just fed to me to desire or chase
It doesn’t make a difference I know that
I have to be honest with me…
But I wonder if I am sending out the right signals and markers
for the right responses
Who is lying today and is it me?
and sometimes you have to sit quietly
after it all
and look at it in the rear view and figure out if you want more of it
or if that was plenty
I have to be honest with me…
and if you do want more, what are you going to be willing to give up
in order to have it
Who is lying today and is it me?
Do you want this over that, over something else, you’ve yet to experience
There’s no beating up of self to do when one finds one self
looking at the same wall paper in the same room
covered in the scars of similar hurts its a call to action if anything
Who is lying today and is it me?
to double check we were clear, or steering clear if the need be
so the results change too
I have to be honest with me…
What satisfies another is not guaranteed to satisfy me
What was delicious today might be disgusting if too much is provided
What will last leaves a significant enough impression
that will require work to process as well because
its temporary just like me
And that is a terrible yet reassuring truth.
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My Mind, My Mood, My delicately poisoned pen... 